Sassy Lady
name is nicole diendra im an anglo indian latina mami....they call me noemie...i love raggaeton and traveling...clubbin..partyin and having an alize by the beach... just dancing to no letting go...
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SexiMexyLexy
I feel lyk ass today actually I honestly feel incomplete for the first time in my life. I have no control at all over anything anymore. "You want something, go after it, period." But what if, there are many obstacles in the way. Set rules. Set requirements. I cant go after my dreams. I have no chance of doing what I want to do most in my life. To succeed in my biggest dream ever. My path, my love, my joy, my fantasy. I believe that we should try new things for ourselves, to satisfy our wants not necessarily our needs but our WANTS. My desire to become that person I see in my head. How can I succeed. How can I become that person. How can I do this. How can I make it in life. I KNOW FOR A FACT...I will never feel complete if I never achieve my dreams. I dont want to face life and its cruelty anymore but I have no choice.
In my heart, my soul, my palms, my fingertips, my toes, to the very core of my blood... I know this is what im meant to do, its who im meant to be. You can be anything you want to be, I have that soul for it.That dream. I need it. I crave it more than anything.
Oh lord I pray, you have put me through so much in life and I have done more than I could ever even imagine, you gave me such oppurtunities that other people would die for, you gave the brains, personality and looks. I am soo thankful to you..all I need is ur guidance to achieve it.
Do you believe in me GOD, because I do, put me there and then, infront of that camera, and you know how well I would shine, how far I can push all my abilities with such naturality. Why are there requirements in my way, measures I cannot defeat. Is this fair GOD that I am put through all of this. Every other girl may want this, but I know I want it more than them because I am still looking and finding for that one chance to show the world that I have what it takes...no need to prove it, they all can see it.
Is this for real, all I want is a chance because GOD u know that even you can see me on there. I can too.
I love you.
Diary of Nicole Gordon
In my heart, my soul, my palms, my fingertips, my toes, to the very core of my blood... I know this is what im meant to do, its who im meant to be. You can be anything you want to be, I have that soul for it.That dream. I need it. I crave it more than anything.
Oh lord I pray, you have put me through so much in life and I have done more than I could ever even imagine, you gave me such oppurtunities that other people would die for, you gave the brains, personality and looks. I am soo thankful to you..all I need is ur guidance to achieve it.
Do you believe in me GOD, because I do, put me there and then, infront of that camera, and you know how well I would shine, how far I can push all my abilities with such naturality. Why are there requirements in my way, measures I cannot defeat. Is this fair GOD that I am put through all of this. Every other girl may want this, but I know I want it more than them because I am still looking and finding for that one chance to show the world that I have what it takes...no need to prove it, they all can see it.
Is this for real, all I want is a chance because GOD u know that even you can see me on there. I can too.
I love you.
Diary of Nicole Gordon
SexiMexyLexy
I can make it nice and naughty,
be the devil and angel too,
Got a heart and soul and body,
Lets see what this love can do,
Baby i'm perfect for you.
SexiMexyLexy
God has blessed me baby God was good to me when he sent you I'm so happy I'm so happy baby.. oh yes I am Share my world ,Come and share my world baby, I'm so in love I'm so in love, I'm addicted to your love baby. My whole life has changed since you came in, I knew back then..You were that special one..I'm so in love, so deep in love..You made my life complete..You are so sweet, no one competes..Glad you came into my life..You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight
SexiMexyLexy
The story of sexiimexylexy Nicole..
My parents are effin my brains up..but now things are settled..sorta..i have never been in this position in my life..i just feel lyk just runnin away and never coming home..i hope my mom is telling the truth from the heart. i really do. i just talked to triff, angel and immy and said hey to eix.lol. soo yeah triff understands she made me feel alot better, angel just brought back memories of our phuket trip was was amazing and immy couldnt really talk to me i guess. soo yeah triff made me feel soo much better..
Now im sitting infront of the computer and listening to All 4 Ones -I Swear..it is my favorite old school song ever!!!!! I wish I was down there right now, in Malaysia.sooo bad..I just wanna be with everyone..I just wanna be there more than anything right now. I have never hated home as much as I do now..its sooo hard..I had the perfect princess life ever..and now im lyk cinderella waiting to be rescued.
I think imma drop AL Language and join Honors A.L ...im not sure. fuck it! i think I will..less stress...easy A...and I can get a 4.3 gpa instead of a 4.0 ..
I love this song I swear..everyone listen to it. by All 4 One.
I cant wait for the party tomorrow but in my condition I think I will just sleep in and just eat ...my parents are still at it again now...right here in the damn hall..where im at. fuck it.
I cant wait till the 15th of december..i'll be "Livin every moment like its my last, I'll be cherishing every moment, and lovin my chances and oppurtunities."
My parents are effin my brains up..but now things are settled..sorta..i have never been in this position in my life..i just feel lyk just runnin away and never coming home..i hope my mom is telling the truth from the heart. i really do. i just talked to triff, angel and immy and said hey to eix.lol. soo yeah triff understands she made me feel alot better, angel just brought back memories of our phuket trip was was amazing and immy couldnt really talk to me i guess. soo yeah triff made me feel soo much better..
Now im sitting infront of the computer and listening to All 4 Ones -I Swear..it is my favorite old school song ever!!!!! I wish I was down there right now, in Malaysia.sooo bad..I just wanna be with everyone..I just wanna be there more than anything right now. I have never hated home as much as I do now..its sooo hard..I had the perfect princess life ever..and now im lyk cinderella waiting to be rescued.
I think imma drop AL Language and join Honors A.L ...im not sure. fuck it! i think I will..less stress...easy A...and I can get a 4.3 gpa instead of a 4.0 ..
I love this song I swear..everyone listen to it. by All 4 One.
I cant wait for the party tomorrow but in my condition I think I will just sleep in and just eat ...my parents are still at it again now...right here in the damn hall..where im at. fuck it.
I cant wait till the 15th of december..i'll be "Livin every moment like its my last, I'll be cherishing every moment, and lovin my chances and oppurtunities."
Suga Suga-Baby Bash
This is the sooong!
My parents are driving me up the wall! THEY ARE SERIOUSLY HORRID! and I have to be in the middle of this..the pressure and the stress.fuck it.
thank god tho im goin to malaysia on the 15th of dec- to the 3rd of dec..3 weeks.
yay..imma see my gurlss and immy baby! yay!..he doesnt kno wuts in store for him.:) for my homegurls..i think they deserve a lil victorias secret!! that would be a hawt gift! omg actually i have a very special gift..it just came to mine.hahah.wow..damn that gift..cant wait for it!
SOOO yeah U MAKE ME SMILE U! u kno who u are. missin ya while ur gettin laid in malacca..
This is the sooong!
My parents are driving me up the wall! THEY ARE SERIOUSLY HORRID! and I have to be in the middle of this..the pressure and the stress.fuck it.
thank god tho im goin to malaysia on the 15th of dec- to the 3rd of dec..3 weeks.
yay..imma see my gurlss and immy baby! yay!..he doesnt kno wuts in store for him.:) for my homegurls..i think they deserve a lil victorias secret!! that would be a hawt gift! omg actually i have a very special gift..it just came to mine.hahah.wow..damn that gift..cant wait for it!
SOOO yeah U MAKE ME SMILE U! u kno who u are. missin ya while ur gettin laid in malacca..
Baby u got the keys to mah bakery!
Now its gonna take some workin but I believe youre worth itLong as your intentions are good there is just one way to show it and boy I hope you know it that no one could love you like I could. It brings me joy to just hear ur voice, just hear u say u miss me, just talking to u makes me alive. I havent felt this way in the longest time, u took me out of the dark with all the troubles im goin thru, I have deeper problems than what u think but just talkign to u makes me feel lyk I always have someone there, someone to talk too, someone that I can adore, someone that I can love, its what makes u happy baby, im here for you, I just wanna make u happy, I just want u to kno how special u are to me, all I want is ur happiness. I cant wait to be with u, just see u again, wow, i really cant wait, it will be amazing cuz u are, i see something soo special in you but i kno ur worth it, I just hope that after time baby, u will want me as much as I want u and there will be more between us.
Now its gonna take some workin but I believe youre worth itLong as your intentions are good there is just one way to show it and boy I hope you know it that no one could love you like I could. It brings me joy to just hear ur voice, just hear u say u miss me, just talking to u makes me alive. I havent felt this way in the longest time, u took me out of the dark with all the troubles im goin thru, I have deeper problems than what u think but just talkign to u makes me feel lyk I always have someone there, someone to talk too, someone that I can adore, someone that I can love, its what makes u happy baby, im here for you, I just wanna make u happy, I just want u to kno how special u are to me, all I want is ur happiness. I cant wait to be with u, just see u again, wow, i really cant wait, it will be amazing cuz u are, i see something soo special in you but i kno ur worth it, I just hope that after time baby, u will want me as much as I want u and there will be more between us.
SexiMexyLexy
I cant stop thinking about him, I just can't get him out of my mind.Its hard. I dont know how to explain the feelings I have for him. Its just there. Im so afraid to get hurt, my ex- hurt me soo bad I cant even repeat it. I just want a man to keep it real with me. I feel for him alot, I really do..I can say that I have fallen for him hard, I am sorta whatchu can say inlove wit him..and im not crazy. I have met him and we have hung out..I have always liked him but at that time I was inlove with my ex- but now I c soo much more in him. I wanna be given a chance to be with him. I just dont know how he feels about me at all. Would he want to give me a chance? How does he feel?
I kno that guys always think that I would end up cheatin on them just because soo many guys like me and want me but im not lyk that whatsoever..when I want someone I give them my all..I'll give them my all and be honest. I wouldnt hurt the one I want. I just cant stop thinking about him , no matter what I do, I imagine how it would be lyk to be his gurl. his main gurl. wow. How can I tell him how I feel, honestly, how would he ever know, how I feel. Would he believe me, trust that I do lyk him and I really do want a chance with him? I go the distance, Im not one of those gurls that are full of bullshit! who dont give people chances. In the end, I do feel for him and he is special.
I kno that guys always think that I would end up cheatin on them just because soo many guys like me and want me but im not lyk that whatsoever..when I want someone I give them my all..I'll give them my all and be honest. I wouldnt hurt the one I want. I just cant stop thinking about him , no matter what I do, I imagine how it would be lyk to be his gurl. his main gurl. wow. How can I tell him how I feel, honestly, how would he ever know, how I feel. Would he believe me, trust that I do lyk him and I really do want a chance with him? I go the distance, Im not one of those gurls that are full of bullshit! who dont give people chances. In the end, I do feel for him and he is special.
SexiMexyLexy
HAHAHA JUST WHEN I WANTED SOMETHING/LOL.THIS FUCKED ITUP!
Daily Single's Love
October 13, 2006
The stars urge you to take a time out on the dating game while you deal with other personal matters. There are some old issues that need dealing with before you're ready to move to the next phase of your life.
Daily Single's Love
October 13, 2006
The stars urge you to take a time out on the dating game while you deal with other personal matters. There are some old issues that need dealing with before you're ready to move to the next phase of your life.
SexiMexyLexy
TRIFFANY LINDA LEO!
Triff, haha omg I love our everyday convo's their hawt as fuck! U kno wut tatha! i love u loads and miss u lyk crazy~! well i want u too know one thing!!!!
My Boy Lollipop!
Lol I dont kno wut that signifies.Lol.
I was just listening to it.
So tathaasshole..u kno the GAME! hahaha
Ready Boyz.
Triff is gunna lick ur asses hahaha no jk.
REMEmBER haha good memories.
I cant blive u told them about draco baby!
SO YES
IM GUNNA BE PRINCESS JASMINE FOR HALLOWEEN.
OR A PLAYGIRL
I HAVENT DECIDED HELP!
oMG soo ur calling me today right?
I want to BE A FAIRYTOPHIA BARBIE TOO.
im not sure.
NEVER GIVE UP ON THE TIMES!
2 BECOME 1
OMG IM LISTENING TO THAT CD..U SHOULD KNO WHICH ONE.
EVERYGIRL KNOWS.
So yeah FORTUNE TELLER! YES DECEMBER BABY!
LET ME PREDICT URS
*triffany is gunna marry an old frenchy become a citizen of France..pretend she is fluent in French and have four kids...3 girls 1 boys and she would give them Alize to knock them out when they are crying. She will calling her buttler to attend to all Foreign people at her three floor flat. Its view will be opposite the bridge.
She will be out drinking and buying banana pancakes outside everynight.
She will own the Chinesse Dragon house down the street while her husband owns an illegal joint.
Her children will be named, Nicole, Tatha, Jose, Tara.
She will ALSO BE IN THE BAHAMAS WITH NICOLE NEXT YEAR JULY.
Lol..eww what names I gave ofcourse except Nicole and Tatha are juicy!
Lol.Thats my prediction.
I LOVE U TATHA!
Ur gunna lyk it there and all the things that I do,
Everything u want, u will find in me,
If u play my game, I wanna make u holler,
Imagine us together, drivin u insane,
U will give into me, I'll give u clues,
Show me boy, cuz nothing comes for free.
R.I.P TRIFINICLE 10/10/06.
ME AND TRIFFANY LOVE U!
WE WILL ALWAYS BE THINKING OF YOU.
ME AND TRIFFANY LOVE U!
WE WILL ALWAYS BE THINKING OF YOU.